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Traveling Time
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Traveling Time March 17, 2015 The traveling is in full gear top speed at this point. I just got home yesterday evening from a 5 day Mommy-cation in Amsterdam. The drive up through Austria and Germany in the Z3 was a thrill! Thursday Lil Bit and I will pack up and head back to Germany to spend the weekend with the Viking. I drove to southern Germany last Sat to have a night with my Viking. The weekend before that I drove to northern Germany for a weekend with him. That was just days after getting back from the 5 days spent traveling back to the states to my mom’s wedding in Fla. We have this weekend as a family. Then a weekend apart. Then the GF, M shows up a couple of days before Easter. She flies out Easter morning as I fly in. I have a few days with him while Lil Bit is off to Adventure Spring Break camp and then we drive back to Italy together. We have 6 weeks and then he’s flying back to the states to see her for a few days, I’ll fly in with Lil Bit to turn her over to her dad for the summer. The Viking, M and I will all sit down and see how well that goes. Then he & I will visit some family and fly home to Italy. We’re heading straight from there to the Czech Reb for our last ditch effort at baby making via IVF. If that doesn’t work we are finished. He’ll leave for his next assignment as soon as we get back from that. I don’t expect to get to see him much if at all for the next year. The GF, M and I are trying to communicate and start at least a friendship. She seems to need to take things very slowly so I’m trying hard to let her set the pace. I’m sure most of you know that I am failing miserably at that. I just want to get to the nitty gritty and work this all out. I just feel sure if we all got naked in the kitchen we would work this out nicely in a big sweaty pile. This new relationship has great potential for fabulous things for us all but it all will hinge on how open she really is. I’m all about some sharing and really wonder how rocked her boat will be when she realizes that when I say I’m happy to share him sexually I really mean that. I’d love to have a 3rd that was a bi-female open to a relationship with me as well as my Viking. We already both love him why should it be hard for us to love each other? I’m very interested to see how she reacts to both the Viking and myself pursuing her. I’m curious to see my Viking’s reaction as well. We shall see how the pieces land soon enough. My Mommy-cation was deeply over shadowed by my emotional distress and turmoil about the poly transition we are in. On a totally different subject we were contacted about possibly meeting another couple not too far from us here in Italy. If they are nice that would be a good distraction for me while the Viking is away for a year. Although the Viking has encouraged me to find other people while he is away part of me simply feels like he’s only saying that so there is less pressure on him to meet the needs he normally does now that he has a new relationship to deal with. I’m not really interested in anyone else right now but I know I need to expand my circle of lifestyle friends here. I’m really looking forward to some serious time alone with my Viking in a couple of weeks. This past month of being apart and dealing with all of this betrayal and adjustment has been hell. The Viking has been like a spoiled 3 year old with a new toy that he’s only willing to play with his way or the highway. I’m so emotionally ripped apart right now I feel like I could sleep for days. He’s all sweet and loving when I’m sobbing in his arms but the minute I’m not ok with him spending a week alone with her half way<b> around the world </font></b>then he “Fuck you. You’ll take it the way I want it or lose me.” I don’t deal well with Jekyll and Hyde bullshit. I am and continue to be righteously pissed the fuck off. I really hope that these next couple of months will be spent with us working to repair all this damage. I’m going to be in therapy working to repair myself and the issues this has dredged up for me. Like I don’t have enough of a hard time keeping all my baggage neatly packed away and stowed. This is the first time in many years that St. Patty’s Day has not been a cause for celebration with a good Irish dinner of corned beef and cabbage. I will have to make that when we return from Germany. So Happy Saint Patrick’s Day. From a lucky plastic Patty from County Clare to all my favorite pervs.  Kisses, LA    |
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Glad you had a great time. Kisses
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GOOD
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3/18/2015 11:40 am |
Sounds fun!! Busy is better than laying around thinking about stuff. If you ask me.  Hope you broke 100 mph a couple of times.I do have to ask, are you seeing stars? The pic shows that you are.
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I'm really hoping things work out for all three of you. In a perfect world that would be the case. Proceed with caution. lol Thoughts from the Garden...
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You are soooooooooooooo sexy baby!! wow!!
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