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Topsy Turvy World  

PurplePeach72 51F
5583 posts
12/7/2015 1:03 pm

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12/29/2015 7:26 am

Topsy Turvy World

Topsy Turvy World

It has been a topsy turvy world for me the last few weeks. The 5 days with the Viking in Turkey were filled with rain, thunder storms, cooking until I was in so much pain I couldn’t stand it and feeling totally blindsided and let down when I learned the Viking was re-engaging with the Mistress. I headed home once again wondering if our marriage was doomed. He and I argued, talked it all out over the week we were apart and worked through it all by the time he flew into Italy this past weekend. He claims he’s cut all contact with her and will not re-engage with her for any reason. He seems to be getting some serious empathetic insights into my feelings with my relationship with my Italian Love seeming to be rekindling.
I came back from Turkey and headed out that night to a show. It was the first time I’d been to one of my Italian Love’s shows since we “broke up” and were just being friends. He couldn’t keep his eyes off me, told me several times how much he truly missed me, was happy to see me and there was a lot of very friendly hugs but we maintained the friends status until after I left and decided to go for a nice long fast drive in Beemo the Z3. I miss driving my Z3 when I’m away and I had so much on my mind. He was really worried about me and asked me to stop by his house on my way home since I didn’t have to be home until early morning. We wound up mostly naked, cuddling, talking and kissing until I had to go home. He and I had some deep chats and talks all week. He came back to see me Wed afternoon for another round of mostly naked cuddling. Then decided to go to the opening night of Lil Bit’s Christmas Show with me and stay the night Friday night. When he slipped his hands into my panties I told him I had no problem not having sex with him but that if he took off my panties I could not tell him no. I could resist as long as he wanted but I was not able to tell him no. He was out of his and had my panties off in record time.
It was a remarkable night and morning of amazing sex. There was a marked difference in his connection to me then versus before we broke up which really shocked me since I felt we were so very connected before. I don’t know if it really means we are back together or if he’s just finally taken me at my word that I don’t care if he’s with me while he’s trying to figure out what he wants from her. He won’t tell me much about what’s happening or happened with her but from what he has says it sounds like he tried to go back to her to make a full on “let’s try again” and she told him she’d take him back the way they were before which was as a weekend lover when she wanted him. He’s not that kind of man. He was with me 5 or more days and nights a week. He likes having our lives intricately combined and intertwined. I was worried about going to his shows but he said she never goes. I’m still singing with him on the 26th and he wants me at his shows. We’re making plans for the month but he does seem to be keeping me at a bit of an arm’s length. I’m just happy to have him back and hoping we’ll get back to the sharing as much time as we can again soon. I miss him terribly and am so happy to have him back in any way I can get him.
The Viking has been home a few days and we’ve worked through lots of things but there are still a lot of ruffled feathers and hurt feelings to work out. He’s having some major revelations about sharing and how awful he really was to be. He seems to really understand and accept that my Italian Love gives me outlets for parts of me that he doesn’t; my spirituality, my musical passion, my writing of poetry, my intuitive side and just searching for peace.
I was fighting a cold before I left for Turkey. It seemed to go away while I was there. I was fine the week in between and now I’m feeling sick again. I swear the Viking brought me some Turkish crud or maybe it is just the stress of dealing with all of our struggles. I’m looking forward to a night with my Italian Love this week if he can figure out when he’s free.
We’re celebrating Christmas early for the Viking and then I’m going to take a week of hibernation time before I have to work a few days before the holidays. Hope everyone is having a great week. Love each other well.
Kisses,
L



Kisses,
LA


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12/16/2015 4:49 pm

Happy Christmas. Good luck working through the issues.


gardenboy321 60M  
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12/14/2015 7:59 am

Glad you have rekindled the connection with your Italian Love. Have a special holiday season my sweet!

Thoughts from the Garden...


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