Find Trans Hookups Now
Reset Password
Reset Link Sent
Find Trans Hookups Now
| Blogs > demonicsexkitten > Life, or something like it |
Melancholia
|
Melancholia So... my Sunday Funk just hit. I took Friday off giving myself a 3 day weekend. That was great. But maybe 3 days off work is too much. Finally got my sofa moved today. The melancholy hit after that. Does Feng Shui say something about not facing the sofa North? Maybe the direction did it. Or "potential relationship" stress. Or random loneliness which also hit. Or the cold. Maybe I need more clothes on. Or food. Haven't eaten since brunch. It may also be the 80s music I'm listening to on Pandora. Maybe it's time for another Shakira Dance Party. A dear friend told me "you should never feel sad because so many people love you". But... people loving me from afar doesn't help the ache of loneliness and not having warm, loving arms around to snuggle into. Yeah... I'm blogging to whine and for something to do. At the moment "Wicked Game" by Chris Isaak is playing. It may not be the underlying issue but the music sure doesn't help any. Oh!! Small Happiness... turns out I'm Super Woman  The sofa I've been unable to budge on my own, and arranged for my brother and a friend to come move... but one reason or another we kept having to reschedule. My brother was coming over tonight to help move it. I was all prepared to go grab a neighbor to help and then... I freaking moved it all on my own. My brother showed up 2 minutes after I finished. So... no sofa moving assistance. However he did make a few more suggestions for "what to do with the rest of my furniture". Including putting my sofa right back where I had it.... I'll take it all into consideration.Hope everybody is having a wonderful weekend and relaxing Sunday evening. *HUGS* |
||||
|
A sofa can't face north? Well, it would make a lousy compass then, wouldn't it? There's no point in even having a damned sofa if you can't drag it out into the woods and use it to help find your way home when you get lost. I guess you could always just sit down on it and wait for other couch potatoes to show up...fat lot of good that will do you. They don't know where the hell they are or what they're doing either. You'd have company- fucking boring company. And eventually you'd run screaming from the sofa just to escape them...anything's better than hanging out with losers like that. So...if you run far enough fast enough I reckon you'd find your way out of the forest. So I guess not totally worthless. I'd still rather have a compass, though. Become a member now and get a free tote bag.
| |||
|
We all have those kinds of days from time to time don't we lol
| |||
|
Got room for another. Idk if its the music I listen to, or the lyrics to the songs even when it sounds like its a party song. I don't like whining but I do write when I am feeling down. Here in New York the weather is not any better. This winter has been cold, wet, slippery and everything that makes a person depressed from little activity or from too much hibernation. Sex used to help me make it through, but it seems this year started like the weather very cold. Yes family is good but its not the same thing as having to hug, cuddle and that we know that even if not living under the same roof we can get on the phone and just keep our bodies warm in conversation. Loneliness makes it very depressing and makes everything seem so grey or without meaning. But hey you have a lot to be happy for youth, beauty and health. Stay focus, Spring is around the corner. I am sure the guy with the perfect hugs is soon to be in your embrace. Good luck.
| |||
|
Brunch,really?How gauche! Using more than all the road!
| |||
|
That crazy I had the same feeling come over me when I went to visit my nana this weekend,.. for no reason and out of the blue there it was,.. and the more I tried to figure out why,.. the more reasons I came up with lol,... and just like with your sofa,.. the things in life you think you need help with you find all it takes is a little determination and your better off dealing with or doing whatever all by yourself,.. So yea ,.. everyday your Superwoman,.. its just someday's you feel like wearing you cape and others you don't,..lol Is my point valid,.. I dont know,..depends where your head's at when you read it
| |||
|
I can relate .... and now with Mr. Spock gone there's no chance in hell of ever getting that mind meld to make me forget all those memories that make me sad. Guess I'm stuck with them. AB No Bozos
| |||
|
That crazy I had the same feeling come over me when I went to visit my nana this weekend,.. for no reason and out of the blue there it was,.. and the more I tried to figure out why,.. the more reasons I came up with lol,... and just like with your sofa,.. the things in life you think you need help with you find all it takes is a little determination and your better off dealing with or doing whatever all by yourself,.. So yea ,.. everyday your Superwoman,.. its just someday's you feel like wearing you cape and others you don't,..lol Is my point valid,.. I dont know,..depends where your head's at when you read it
| |||
|
There are times like that, yeah... I normally turn on happy music... or watch stupid movie... Only universal or also in Scotland Where to start my day or is it month Of course I39ll change I39ll do whatever you like Heatseeking missiles  Squirter's life
| |||
|
demonicsexkitten replies on 3/2/2015 3:10 pm: I don't know why but it's always a Sunday late afternoon when it hits me. Not every Sunday but always a Sunday. A stupid movie sounds fun Yeah, Naked Gun etc does the trick   Could it be simply something work related??? Or weekend too far from weekday routine?Only universal or also in Scotland Where to start my day or is it month Of course I39ll change I39ll do whatever you like Heatseeking missiles Squirter's life
| |||
|
I'm not a fan of Sunday's myself. Strange though when you think about it, most people are more optimistic on Friday, even when they work, yet, Sunday, a day off for most of us, can be quite depressing. I've started taking vacation days on Mondays whenever I can. It makes Sunday a little more pleasant. I do love "Wicked Game", though......
| |||
|
ok... so the difference between weekdays and weekend is big, simple reason for the melancholia! I'm extrovert yet more and more liking to stay alone at home... guess need to recharge the batteries after all that talk and walk and laugh at work and with friends. On Sundays I TRY to prepare for the week, cleaning up a bit and seeing what to wear and so on. Guess for me that's more like depressive... not big in cleaning...  Only universal or also in Scotland Where to start my day or is it month Of course I39ll change I39ll do whatever you like Heatseeking missiles Squirter's life
|
Become a member to create a blog
