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I'm Bad At Life (Ronnie Radke)- Chapter 4
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I'm Bad At Life (Ronnie Radke)- Chapter 4 *Lynn* I woke up on a hard surface, to a distant ringing that was becoming annoying. I groaned as the mists of sleep cleared slowly. There was a vice around my shoulders that tightened with my movements. I also was pretty hot, what with the tangle of blankets I felt twisted around me and the vice on my shoulders. I tried to wiggle free, then finally I heard a groan and the grip loosened. I stiffened at the groan and did a mental check. Yep, still have clothes on, but the hard surface was a colorful chest I could see as my blurry vision cleared and it was definitely not clothed. Then memory came back, Ronnie...hurt...the trek back to my hotel..OMG I'm in bed with Ronnie from Falling In Reverse! I forced myself not to react outright. I had played it cool, though the new fan girl in me was freaking out last night and now this morning. We had a great conversation last night. My suspicions were confirmed he is very intelligent, but hides it under an asshole persona. What I was going to do with him in a few hours when I had to check out, I didn't know. Hopefully someone will have replied to me. I bolted upright, Ronnie's arm falling away from me as my phone finished ringing. I dived for it over his chest, but it was too late. It had went to voicemail. "Damn!" I mumbled. Then when I heard his pained gasp, I realized I had landed almost full on top of him in my haste to reach the phone. I quickly shifted off. "Shit! Sorry Ronnie. I didn't mean to do that." I could feel my cheeks heating up. "S'ok," he mumbled, holding his stomach. Just then the phone started ringing again, I quickly swiped to answer, seeing the number was unknown. Normally I don't answer those, but it might be for Ronnie. "Hello?" I listened to the greeting and stabbed the end button. When I glanced at Ronnie, I saw his eyebrow raised in question. "Telemarketer," I explained. "Oh.." he sighed. I looked at my phone again, to see the time was 9. We had slept a few hours, yet I felt wired. I guess Ronnie will do that to you. I smiled at that thought. I also realized I had slept in my concert attire, which was now beyond disgusting - between the sweat from the show, towing Ronnie back here, and then apparently he's even more of a furnace than I am, as I was sweaty once again from being cuddled with him. I slid out of bed and grabbed my stuff from my bag. "I'm gonna just take a quick shower," I said to him as I fiddled with my phone and set the display time for 20 min. Then I handed it to him,"It won't lock until I come back, so if it rings go ahead and answer it if you see an unknown number." He nodded, taking the phone from my hand. He was being unusually quiet, but then again it was an abrupt awakening. He probably wasn't a morning person. I normally wasn't either, but time was ticking away. Usually I would take my time, but I didn't linger today. It was once I was out and wrapped in a towel, I realized I had forgotten my clothes. At home I just go air dry in my room, so habit follows me. Which would be fine if Ronnie wasn't in my damned bed. Oh well, I must go in there. I squared my shoulders and speed walked to my bag, not meeting Ronnie's eyes. I was embarrassed. He so didn't need to see me like this, he's probably thinking the wrong thing. I'm not a normal fan girl who wants in his pants. Ok, in fantasy land yes I do, but reality would never make that happen. I wouldn't want to be a one night..er morning..stand anyway, even if he was interested. I all but ran back into the bathroom with my clothes to get dressed. ----- *Ronnie* I flicked on some random channel while I was waiting for Lynn to come back out. When the door opened, I glanced up from my watch of her phone, where I had been willing it to ring. She didn't look at me as she pretty much ran for her bag. Then I realized she was in a towel, that was giving a hint of her leg as she moved. Her semi wet hair was trailing on her shoulders. Normally this wouldn't affect me, I had seen plenty of naked women. Ones arguably more pretty than her, but for some reason I started to get turned on. I shifted the blankets over my lap in case she noticed. By the time I had these thoughts, she had dashed back into the bathroom. I smirked at her actions. She didn't seem the type of girl to tease, but it was still a nice mini show. Right as the door closed behind her, her phone started to ring. Seeing an unknown caller, I answered it. "Hello?" "Ronnie?" Zakk's voice sounded surprised,"Is that you?" I breathed a sigh of relief, I hadn't been sure if Lynn's idea to bombard all mine, my band's, and members' social media would work. "Hey Zakk. Thank fuck it's you." "Are you ok man? We have been going nuts trying to find you. Where are you?" his voice was frantic. "I'm ok, calm down. I'm not sure of the hotel. A fan found me in an alley a few blocks from the venue. Someone had attacked me. I'm in pretty bad shape." "Really? I wonder how that happened," he half mumbled. Lynn reappeared full dressed in pants and some band's shirt. Not mine. I was a bit disappointed for some reason. "Hey, where are we?" I asked her,"It's one of my friends on the phone." She shuffled through some papers and handed her reservation page for the room to me. I read off the hotel's address. After a minute of silence, where I heard Christian's voice in the background, then, "It'll take us about 45 min with traffic to get there. Hold tight dude." I assumed Christian had input the address in his Google maps. "Ok, make sure 2 of you come up. I'm gonna need help walking." There was a pause, then Zakk replied,"Wow, that bad huh? Ok Christian and I will come up. What room are you in?" I relayed the question to Lynn, who was perched at my feet watching me and my side of the conversation. "222." I told Zakk and then hung up, promising to explain the rest once we were in the bus. I handed the phone back to her,"They'll be here in like 45 min. What time is your check out?" "12. We have time, it's only 10:15," she glanced down at the phone for the time. Then she stood up and plugged it back in the charger on the nightstand. Instead of sitting back down, she started putting her things back in her overnight bag. The silence felt different than last night, it was almost awkward. But I didn't tease her about the towel, like I normally would've. I just watched her out of the corner of my eye, pretending to concentrate on whatever show was on tv at this point. When she was done, she seemed at a loss. I smiled, what I hoped was reassuringly, and patted the bed next to me,"Come on. We don't have too much longer." This was like a replay of last night, her stiffly sliding on the other side and I stubbornly pulled her near me with my arm around her shoulder again. She relaxed after a minute and laughed. "I really thought last night was a dream." I smirked,"I know, I am a dream." She glanced up from her position on my shoulder,"There's the Ronnie we all know." "And love," I completed the unfinished sentence, even though she wasn't meaning me to. Her full lips turned up, begrudgingly. "And tolerate." "If I wasn't injured, I'd teach you tolerate," I squeezed her shoulder. I knew the clock was ticking and soon she would be gone from my life, but I couldn't bring myself to let go of her yet. I had no idea why, I felt this pull. I mentally shook myself. Come on Radke, stop being a pussy. Then all too soon, there was a knock on the door. She slipped from my arms to answer it. I heard familiar voices, then Christian and Zakk came into view, with Lynn following behind. They both gasped at the sight of me. I must look even more colorful with all the bruises and patched up cuts. I could see Lynn getting her shoes on and gathering her stuff. Once the initial shock was over, Lynn gave a brief overview of how she found me. The guys expressed their gratitude that she had helped me. "No big deal." she half smiled, her eyes bouncing from them to me. "He wasn't too much of a pain in the ass." That eased the tension, as they didn't know how to act around her. We decided we would all go down in the elevator as it was around the corner from the desk, she would checkout and while she was distracting the clerk, we would all sneak out down the side hall that was in slight view of the desk, but not directly. We didn't need any questions as I didn't have my shirt, since mine was pretty much destroyed. Everything went off with a hitch, we made it outside where the car was parked a few spaces away. I felt a little better than last night and was able to hobble over to it with their help. I leaned against it for a minute to catch my breath and Lynn appeared through the doors. Her car was parked across the lot and I watched her throw her stuff in the passenger seat. She looked over our way and was just about to get in the driver's side, when I blurted,"Hey Lynn! Come here a sec!" She hesitated then made way over. The guys were giving me looks as they stood with the doors propped open, impatient to leave. Once she was in front of me, I grabbed her to me in a bear hug, which she gasped in surprise. Then her arms circled by back, softly, so as not to hurt me any further. I didn't care, I held the fierce hug for a moment more, than kissed her cheek as I let her go. "Thank you. I appreciate all that you did for me. I'm glad we met." She smiled,"You're welcome and me too. Though not in the way I expected." Then she reached up, gently pulling my head down and returned the kiss on my cheek. "You take care dude, stay out of trouble." I laughed at that, she joined me. Us both knowing that wasn't in my nature. Then I slid in my seat and she walked back to her car. My last sight of her was a quick wave, before we passed her and drove out of her life. ----- Copyright 2017 A/N - There's more to this, we are far far from the end. Stick around for twists and turns.  I sent an Angel to watch over you last night, it returned in a hurry. I asked why, it said "Angels can't watch porn." Thanks for fucking traumatizing my fucking Angel! Don't bother trying to figure me out. Not even the little voices in my head understand me. It's pointless! |
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I had guessed this was going to be a "Misery" situation. I guessed wrong. Smart as a horse and hung like Einstein.
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