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Blogs > reallyready46 > Ramblings of a middle aged man

I thought the butterflies were gone?  

reallyready46 64M
531 posts
5/2/2014 12:12 am
I thought the butterflies were gone?

So all around me my friends have a buzz of activity going on. Several of my friends are going places. T is going to Oregon to meet some guy, C to Columbus to flirt and catch the music scene. J n B are busy with a business start up. JM is chasing guys around, D is going through the predivorced crap.

All this has been taking a toll on me lately. Yesterday while mowing grass ( one of my great thought times) it hit me. This feeling of everyone leaving me at once. T is suppose to come visit, but what happens if this guy and her hit it off? What if C finds more interesting company? And on and on. I know I am still a bit raw in places after last years mess. As much as I value my personal time there is a side that desires time with others.

I do wish my true friends happiness and understand that at times it may mean our paths may part. Its just hard to think about lossing others I respect and value. Its happened many times before but its still unsettling when it does happen. Some paths reconnect over time, others just seem to forever part.

reallyready46 64M
1383 posts
5/4/2014 12:44 am
    Quoting slow_n_easy_007:
    I love butterflies! Let's go to the butterfly house nearby?
Not a bad idea, maybe I can leave my butterflies there!


slow_n_easy_007 53F
302 posts
5/2/2014 6:07 pm

 I love butterflies! Let's go to the butterfly house nearby?
Be always at war with your vices, at peace with your neighbors, and let each new year find you a better man.
--Benjamin Franklin


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