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a few questions to ponder  

jdoten3 46M
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11/24/2008 4:21 pm
a few questions to ponder

Well today was my last day of work over here, when I wake up I start to get things done to go on R&R, and I can’t wait too. Hopefully I will not get bumped or anything like that and that the flights happen pretty fast. I don’t feel like wasting a week down in Kuwait right now.

When I get back I will be hitting some of the food places I miss, seeing some movies, having fun with my wife and and just relaxing a little bit. Maybe talk to some more people on here and finally update my profile a little bit as well.

And many do I need a break, after my grandpa died things went to hell in a hand basket back at home. My sis might be loosing her in the 8th month of pregnancy, I hope all goes well there. My stepson is missing in Canada right now. And my Uncle just had a stroke and is not doing too good, I am tempted to say what next, but I really don’t want to know.

You know they say god only puts on your shoulders what you can carry, I wonder how much more I can take?

When I get back to the states my profile will change a bit to reflect all of the thinking I have been doing the last few weeks. It should be interesting to read once I get that updated.

Also one thing that was said to me weeks ago by one of the Sargeants here that I found interesting. A lot of people ask me about the scar I have on my head, well as I said before it is from my brain surgery. I would tell a lot of people about the stuff I have been through and experienced and one day he said that I should write it all down in a book. Honestly I am not sure if I should or not. People tell me it is an inspirational story, but honestly who cares about stuff like that anymore. I might do it for one simple thing, it would be a way for my to know me should I die at some point in time. At least then they might know me as a father and a man.

Who knows, I am still struggling with the idea of writing it all down.

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