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Time It's not often I cry, Some might say I'm done, but... - in between the big moments - when our whole world opened when it received astral projections of consumption and possession and when you applauded arias with your eyes that were coursing, pulsating - / strobe lights / / vital fluids / You singed me to my bone You ate my flesh with a glance, You saw me... Just me - just me - here. a metronome, the lighthouse - Our passage in the night, back and forth recollections of pressure, fission, some kind dopplegang fuck the measurement of time in melting wax, peat bogs, carbon 14 dating, and shale beds Are these other moments, The small moments these microscopic moments, And in these... I get depressed, I can't predict them when the whole world swallows my sense of safety. I yearn for you, it's like it's - Those times when I was younger, On some very cold nights, I'd sometimes find myself locked out. I'd forgotten my key, And I'd be waiting on the steps, Numb and foolish, Nobody to blame but myself. You're digging in the dirt, Planting morning glory seeds Optimistic but distant- When they'll flower. Searching for some kind Of significance to be discovered is the grail of your self-preservation, That you need me that much... Can you hear I mask the way my eyes dim, I cover my lips, smiling wide but Forlorn, remember It's Just me - just me - here. And in the click of that analog alarm clock, how fast things aren't moving forward - Waiting for the next one, Just me - just me - here. if you are not careful you'll fall, just like the other earring slide down the drain. I've still got this one But there is no retrieving How the moments left us It's that brief pause between when the first song is done, and the next song begins- Evaporated lyrics (just that ephemeral) And your growl saying mine Like my memories are mine, And meanwhile I'm Just me - just me - here. |
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sometimes, we have to numb our feelings. Take care, dear MT. I will be gone awhile, may be more - To find ways to numb mine. LOL.
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. My newest favorite for Horizontal Tango syncopation is The Carpenters, when covered by authentico TJ Mariachis. iSi, es bueno, y muy fuego! If a guy weds because he's enamored of her boobs, does that mean he Marry Chi-Chis..? . Yo. I'm still not here (here meaning Boston where I live) so I won't be logging in to IM. I'm still 'there' visiting relatives and they seem to take exception to my perviness going full throttle on their family PC. Silly, I know. And I should have clarified this before, but I don't have a car for the driving to the Lynn and so forth. You'd have to make a supreme effort to meet me. I think I'm worth it. Heh. MT
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Doppelgang fuck. Do you mean someone so much like you? I'm going on a limb here, and assuming that fuckfest was a raging success that ended much too soon, no? Yes...oh God - Yes! (sigh) Raging is a good word. And primal. And gutteral. And tantric.
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. My newest favorite for Horizontal Tango syncopation is The Carpenters, when covered by authentico TJ Mariachis. iSi, es bueno, y muy fuego! If a guy weds because he's enamored of her boobs, does that mean he Marry Chi-Chis..? . . Been a while since they last let me out into polite society. Resurfacing, catching a breath, & catching up. And while I got my Broad-Brimmed Pimping Hat on, could I cajole all of y'all to Comment on, Alone In A Cloud? It's probably the best thing that I've written! Lately... .
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Doppelgang fuck. Do you mean someone so much like you? I'm going on a limb here, and assuming that fuckfest was a raging success that ended much too soon, no?
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I know, right? Hey. Come bang me till I pass out a little,k? I'll perk right up. For reals. mt
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3/27/2010 6:30 am |
What? Bon Jovi? What?????? Dude, that's wrong. (What do daemons drink?) MT DICE APPRECIATES A WOMAN WHO UNDERSTANDS THE VALUE IN HER 3 INPUTS!!!!!!!!! Dice has felt the need to improve your boring blog???????
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Back when I was a pagan, satan worshipping moron(could still I used to study astral projection....ended up summoning several daemons...... and they took me to the lokal pub.....and hooked me up with several FAt chicks??? I woke up married, and smelling of bacon???? Can't make woopie with ye.... if we have to listen to your lame music... I hate Maynard..... I will only fuck you to Bon Jovi..... (What do daemons drink?) MT
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Thanks, Lips. Do you garden? The thing about seeds is they don't all grow. We plant they optimistically but cautiously- we over-plant so that we've accounted for this inevitability. Some will just not grow, even if the conditions provided are ideal. And they never are. But really, thanks. MT
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3/27/2010 4:41 am |
Back when I was a pagan, satan worshipping moron(could still I used to study astral projection....ended up summoning several daemons...... and they took me to the lokal pub.....and hooked me up with several FAt chicks??? I woke up married, and smelling of bacon???? Can't make woopie with ye.... if we have to listen to your lame music... I hate Maynard..... I will only fuck you to Bon Jovi..... Dice has felt the need to improve your boring blog???????
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