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Blogs > thecmfe > My Lil Drunken Trainwreck

Im sorry  

thecmfe 41F
487 posts
11/18/2012 8:56 pm
Im sorry
Im sorry
you asked me
to be exclusive
and I declined

it isnt
what you think

I actually
kinda
maybe
like you
a little

BUT

Im broken
and
Im damaged
and
I dont
come
wrapped
in a pretty pink bow

you asked about
everything
and for the first
time
in a long time
I didnt wanna
answer you

I see your
normal home
and your
normal friends
and
I feel empty
and
maybe
even
sad

Im just not
ready
to disappoint you

not
just
yet

Im sorry
my life
is
what it is
and has been
what its been
and you arent
gonna like
most of it

in fact

most of it
is horrendous
and
pathetic
but I cover it
with anger
and rage
and angst
and a simple
fuck yourself with a locking straight razor
kinda attitude

but every so often
I see something
I want
and it sparkles
in the distance
and like a mirage
its always bullshit

im sorry
i cant be
the girl
you want
or
the girl
you think
i am

its actually
incredibly
fucking
pathetic
Puddintame67 57M
365 posts
11/19/2012 3:49 am

 Dear Cmfe,
I kinda know what ya mean it is what it is, nothing more nothing less? As for me myself, I don't really try to impress! I can be done had have feelings...? What's normal? If you ever find out, how bout letting me know? I was accused of it once before! LOL! I'm not abnormal, I maybe a lil or alot irregular? Depends on how ya look at it?
Some things in Life You won't forget,
Like twirlin' tongues n swappin' spit!
OoohLa LaLa Laa, Ah U


izzie1 52M
599 posts
11/19/2012 10:55 am

 he's obviously a big fucking pussy... otherwise... you'd want it...if he doesn't do it for you, other than just the fuck...what's the point...you're a crazy ass bitch...it's gonna take a specific kind of guy to set you on tilt...you don't want the white picket fence anyway...you want barbed wire,fucking gargoyles and a snipers mount..don't start fooling yourself now...you'll eat this guy alive and what fun is that...
Do me a favor...go look at one of my other posts and make a comment... please...


thecmfe 41F
372 posts
11/23/2012 1:56 pm
    Quoting izzie1:
    he's obviously a big fucking pussy... otherwise... you'd want it...if he doesn't do it for you, other than just the fuck...what's the point...you're a crazy ass bitch...it's gonna take a specific kind of guy to set you on tilt...you don't want the white picket fence anyway...you want barbed wire,fucking gargoyles and a snipers mount..don't start fooling yourself now...you'll eat this guy alive and what fun is that...
I am in love with you right now.

Dont change. Freeze this moment.

And I want this printed on a t shirt.


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