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Before I knew how.  

lookyl0o 54T
4 posts
3/27/2015 6:38 pm
Before I knew how.

When I was very young, before I learned about masturbation but old enough to be horny all the time, I used to get so worked up! I had no idea how to ejaculate or even what that was. One day a friend of mine gave me a book. I think it was called Men in Love. It contained a number of essays by men recounting their first sexual experiences. It was very graphic, quite honest, and, thank god, it taught me how to masturbate! Halleluiah! What a great orgasm that was, nothing since can really compare. There was the usual build up and tension which precedes coming, but there was also a little fear as I didn't know what was happening to me nor what was actually going to happen at the moment that I 'broke through'. It was like standing on the edge of a cliff knowing that you are supposed to be able to fly but not sure if you believe you can, and then stepping over the precipice. WOW! I was not expecting all that semen, nor the convulsions and I never could have imagined how good it would feel. Then of course, to quote The Jerk, I had found my 'special purpose'. What was the anti climax like? It was was like almost all of those coming of age movies about loosin' it that you have ever seen, awkward and self conscious, zitty and desperate. Well, a few hard years of practice, before actually making it to home base, never really hurt anyone. Did it?

Let's hear about yours........

lookyl0o 54T
2 posts
3/27/2015 7:39 pm

 I agree Kantarii, nothing compares to the real thing. I am glad and grateful for all the amazing lovers I have shared with, and all of the things I have learned along the way. I won't get into the not so amazing ones.


sukmanov 68M
635 posts
3/28/2015 7:29 am

 My early experiences of orgasm were 'wet dreams' like most other teens and I remember vividly how the sweet sensation actually woke me up and the clear sticky residue that had ejaculated and I the mixed emotions of pleasure and fear as I gradually put together what was happening to me.
I obtained a much used Scandinavian porn magazine from an older lad and he had told me about 'wanking'; so I used to stroke my cock most nights under the covers - peeking at the photos in this book.
I must have had a dozen or so attempts and although it was thrilling and the tip of my erect cock was so sensitive - I never had a real orgasm.
Then one night; on Oct 18th 1970 I eventually made myself cum and as you can see I will never forget my first time.
Years later I discovered it was even better to let someone else do me.


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