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Bitter Fight to the End.
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Bitter Fight to the End. The 18 months I was fighting everything they could throw at me, like they do with all of us Trans folks. I am told that my 18 months from 1st hormone shot to gender surgery is very fast compared to what most girls are going thru. Holy fuck, those poor girls. I almost succumbed to depression, certainly lost my temper on an hourly basis and used every bit of my ability and then it was still just lucky I guess. Just plain fucking won the lotto kind of lucky. This was the toughest thing I have ever tried to do, so whatever the powers that got it done are, I know I gave it everything. and now a month after surgery, I am standing up and facing my new self with my new life with my new problems. But every time I pee, I know who the fuck I am, and don't have to pack those things into my panties any more. God my new body is so much more than that, so much more than I can even relate to you. Let me just say, it feels good, I feel good, it is shocking, but it is right. And so begins the new challenges along with the life long dreams and fantasies that have come true. The fact is I know that there is a certain amount of 'loss' with my change. It is a man's world still, and I have opted for the more difficult role of female. I believe there is a balance wheel in the energy field of the universe and men will pay a price for their unjust running of the planet, to each his own measure as he earned. And this is where women will get a little spark for their 'suffering' and abuse. This is especially true of those saints of the flesh, mothers! There must be balance there must be justice, or I just always side with the under no matter what. I have lost that physical aggression of the needy penis, and the feeling is peaceful. Too much? I know I live on the threshold of the metaphysical mystical forces that don't seem to matter in this life, but I am telling you watch out, what you can't see can hurt you... or help you! As for sex, boy oh boy oh boy, bring on the boys, my virginity is to be short lived and I am amazed at how much I love being what I was always meant to be. Now I better get busy and find a job or a sugar daddy because these 18 months took everything I had, I am indeed starting over  |
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1 post 10/28/2016 9:48 pm |
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Congratulations! This is a big step so has to be a combination of exciting but scary. A big weight off your shoulders (and now on your chest) has to have you feeling a little empowered.
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