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chill so we chat a bit and you figure out that i am not a bad catch, but as much as i understand YOU is a little as you understand ME... who ever told you that you can know a person simply by watching them only gave you half the story... i agree to meet you thinking we could fit nicely you feel the same, only way more advanced in the notion, and i appreciate you keeping your affections to yourself.. we met on a sex site, but you're looking for love...AT FIRST SIGHT! a companion, which i am well equipped to be and even thought for a second that i could be to you so we meet and we talk and we hold hands and your mind takes you further than our matched understanding has delved into... i felt it, but dismissed it since if you can hold your affections, i believe that you will talk to me to find out what you need to know. i leave your presence, not allowing you to take me home, I don't want to be a bother and i don't think we are on that level (your intentions do not yield my loss of good sense) you text me pressuring me to call you "if i am still interested, since you won't push" as i am busy handling business, get upset when i don't call you quickly even though you just left me not 30 minutes ago(i HATE PRESSURE LIKE THIS) i return to TSmeet, since i actually make friends here... real friends: who discuss life purpose, spirituality, love, life and who we are as higher beings. but you don't know this, since your purpose is to find a woman and your approach has become a business deal where you think you purchased a new toy that should bow to your desire and seek to embody your ideas ...lol (you got the wrong woman) you actually engage a conversation with me, asking if i'm chatting...(i would prefer that you chat with me as i can hold several conversations with different topics simultaneously, so i say yes to you) though i am actually writing a friend and waiting for their response via email... i am ready to talk to you, though at this point you've become a bit clingy and i get scared of that when i feel it coming and i run (i've only known you for real for less than 2 hours) you have the audacity to get mad and dismiss me without a proper conversation that did not involve your intentions or complimenting me... a life i can't live is one so boring, no realness... only the model of who you see me as and are trying to fit me into (i am divorced for a reason) you needed to know nothing to be in a relationship with me? assumptions are nothing to me, people assume things about me all the time. I am as real, if not realer than they get. I travel, but it is not where i got my wisdom. I could fill a room with people who have had similar experiences but if i made them all into a checklist of criteria to allow them to stay, i'd be all alone and i am ok with that... my life has taught me to watch closer, don't rush and to make certain before you trust beyond simple friend...(earn it and let it be earned) you walked away angry with yourself and that is the only person to be mad at... not for wanting to be with me like you're thinking right now, but because you never wanted me and therefore never gave me a chance.... |
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