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Being alone with your thoughts....
Being alone with your thoughts.... So, I'm sitting here tonight in a hotel; the first of 4 nights to be spent here while I await the notification of new apartment being ready for me move in. It's funny, I've always considered myself be an introverted extrovert, if that makes any kind of sense. Ya see, I'm a musician. And a former actor. I'm being on stage, as a matter of fact, sometimes I crave it, like I crave the caress of a womans fingernails on skin. Thing is, quote Bob Seger, " there in the spotlight, you're a million miles away, every ounce of energy, you're trying give away, as the<b> sweat </font></b>pours your body like the music that you ..." The issue there is, once you're done, you're spent. I mean, don't get me wrong, there have been some pretty debaucherous afterparties, but usually the next day or so becomes rest, recharge, and put the walls up. So why am I writing this tonight? I think it's because the last time I was in a hotel room, I was sharing a bed with 2 gorgeous women. Marijuana was consumed, beer was consumed, bodies were consumed, and we eventually fell into a sweaty, satisfied pile of flesh. And with that memory so fresh in head, I now 4 nights of being in this bed alone, isolated from friends and neighbors. Normally this wouldn't be a problem, if I were home, I would have creature comforts there placate . Not so in this empty shell of an efficiency room. knows, maybe I'll get lucky and have a surprise visitor. Not likely, as I definitely suffer from single guy in the LS syndrome (I'll save that for a future blog post, way too much to write on THAT subject atm), I tend to not approach women. I'm not good at reading signals, at least, not I know I'm on the right track, anyway. Ok, ok, I'll stop rambling. I have youtube and football to distract for now.... though I wouldn't be upset if K1k or snp went off unexpectedly... (see previous blog post for details). There will definitely be more ramblings come..... |
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Has anyone else noticed that sometimes TSmeet alters what you write? Or is it just my phone being dumb?
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Ok I'm glad it's not just me!!!
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I have no issues sharing my life as long as it doesn't compromise my safety. Joy, if you ever want to discuss the spotlight or music in general, please reach out.
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