well I have a newer look now
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Posted:Apr 29, 2020 3:31 pm
Last Updated:May 3, 2020 12:15 am
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well I did crotchet my hair my self took 5 hours do because some the front I did doubles and it looks awesome and it is try me out but i think when i tried crotchet first try and i am every proud of my self because they beleive in and guess what i did it and thanks for trying get my trust thank you so much you know who you is
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i am a blogger
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Posted:Apr 29, 2020 7:22 am
Last Updated:May 7, 2024 5:45 am
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I love tell humans lots of things because i have lots say and i am proud of my self that I can show people about my life and life its self so sometimes it is hard let people in and what they think what my journal is saying and then I think more and more and more comes out so I am happier with my self when I can vent about my life and not be judged it so I blog here about things that bothers because therapy in life isn't cutting it so I vent here tell you what bothers the most other social medias and how i get talked and treated them as well
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good morning and good afternoon and good evening
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Posted:Apr 29, 2020 5:38 am
Last Updated:May 7, 2024 5:45 am
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Well today is going to be a good day for so here i go I am putting dreadlocks in my hair today around with my hair and lets see how it turns out
my man told that i would do fine with putting it in my hair so I trust him that i can do anything i put my mind and i laughed for a minute and i said my self that if I can it will turn out fine compulsive disorder is something i am trying get over and my man gives hope that I can hold myself together threw my dark days and good days so I was thinking last night about 2:30am till 3:45 am so I am enthuse about my dreadlocks I will make a video of holding my package and opening it on webcam and make a short video on what i bought so then I make a video of my putting it in my hair for here twitter an facebook and see if i get views of my hair when i install it I am so happy with my man because he gives hope an plus the trusting thing and dreams and I can't wait till the lockdown is over i am going rock his world but then again we might rock each others world and be like god dang i am in love type shit
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the fucking ad's on here make me sick
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Posted:Apr 28, 2020 11:25 am
Last Updated:May 7, 2024 5:45 am
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who gives a fuck because there just pimps an hoes anyway and in really life ... makes so sick blah you know what i mean there not my cup of tea or does it mean something else dirty with there dirty ass minds omg..........
so really in reality i am like what ever anymore so yeah my truth may hurt someones feelings because you over think things and that bs and they tell me you dont know what i been threw in my life and i trust me i understand i am misunderstood so yeah i kind of know how some really feels on somethings
so there term is different that say sex will get you bad sick so is that the reasons covid 19
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happy go lucky
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Posted:Apr 28, 2020 8:29 am
Last Updated:May 7, 2024 5:45 am
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this thing i feeling makes so happy that I have butterflies in my belly omg it is so easy right I hope my feeling is strong enough because it was wet dreams with someone i am texting my friend I write poems sometimes so yeah I am happy with my choice after years lol
I am just looking out for my well being because I think i found what i am seeking well see were it goes after this lockdown goes off in kentucky bullshit if you ask this locked down i mean.......
and then they keep talking but think there control over us is going stop hell no but my boyfriend say wait till lockdown is over I said really omg laughing my ass off it but I think i have cabin fever over here
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I was thinking about something
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Posted:Apr 28, 2020 7:58 am
Last Updated:May 7, 2024 5:45 am
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so i was sitting outside thinking on things and i have a good wrap sheet somewhat one charge for hitting a cop in my home town i really didn't mean too I spaced out on my roommate and shit went down... so yeah 7 days in jail was worth it....
I got to think about things and i helped out one of my friends and he got the help he needed ....
but then my mind wondered away for a minute and i said what a great feeling of not being in jail or mental ward tried both jail fucking sucked and mental wards let you act like a again after putting you on meds because i cant control my anger because of what i have been thought in my life from what happen to me in 2003 took my youth 18 and 19 fighting for my life to therpy for the rest of my life damn shame huh
fuck it life really fucked me up but i am strong and picked up my pieces and rebuild my life again took me 12 years but it was hard on me but I got back up even when i gave up and couldn't be strong anymore now they called me a warrior so I still sometimes my right leg kills me I have to walk it out because nerve damage so yeah it is fucked up but i am still here kicking out the navigate people out of my life that is called facebook because to much drama so now i stay out of things because there bullies that pick on me but if they wouldn't do it in public I tell you that ...
so now I have been doing good for a while and thinking my new path out now and it feels amazed i get a text and i am so happy and I trust the texter so It is like everytime i try to find me someone something happens every flipping time
to see if i am loyal i guess but we know that I can show better than typing about it but i am happy the way my new path is going
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when your hopes an dreams is on the line
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Posted:Apr 16, 2020 6:48 am
Last Updated:May 7, 2024 5:45 am
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i sit here thinking about things and I am tried of mental abuse it isn;t funny I get tried of it..
then I am having a good morning but I wished i had my own place for real so I can get away from drama and aruging and fighting I can't take much more of being called stupid an I dont know what i am doing and i am so fed up with it..
I would pack up my stuff and move away from booneville ky because if I have to keep up with the mental abuse I am going to snap again it pisses me off when they say I don't know what i am doing..
so at 15 I worked buliting houses fixen cars and trucks and till i was 28 years old
I also was a dish washer.. and I have had jobs all my life
and i am just so fucking tried of it......... and 25 I worked for the marines in research online to see where the fake accounts on yahoo messager and emails
fixen papers and taking them to people they buliting new homes and take down notes for the bussniesses from 2009 till 2018 so I work off and on went it is needed
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well hmmm ain't chit is funked up
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Posted:Apr 15, 2020 4:46 pm
Last Updated:May 7, 2024 5:45 am
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so as I just thinking things today I fell sleep 5 hour nap because I didn't get much sleep last night ..
and I can't what is going covid-19 project bullshit so that mean gunia pigs for science projects of something for money and that is so funked not even funny there trying make other people sick in the mean time please becareful out there everyone
and ps thanks for you reading my blogs
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the truth Is the only way
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Posted:Apr 14, 2020 8:39 am
Last Updated:May 7, 2024 5:45 am
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as in this guy i like but this is my dream about him
as he kissed as he puts his hand in my head playing with my hair he layed the bed as I wrestle with him as he hold legs he slides a finger into my wet pussy and i whisper no don't you can handle so he puts a collar around my neck and put kufs my angles and wrist and tied the bed and told trust and let go of your pain as he rubs his hands my body gives goose bumps as he kissed slowly and got top and started kissing down my body and he got closer to my pussy I start saying no no no please it will hurt if you touch has he said trust i am not going hurt you I want be with you. and i am like i will try trust
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is it real or fake or overthinking
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Posted:Apr 4, 2020 6:39 am
Last Updated:May 7, 2024 5:45 am
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As i sit and think I hurt my right foot an the piece in the back of my foot and the pain goes up the back of my leg and i need go the doctor but I can't because there is to many germs anymore so I have been hurting week an half so it isnt getting any better....
so I was looking and researching on the covid 19 which i kindof knowed something big was going to happen but it scared everyone into panic but there telling everyone to wash there hands but some is idiots because they lack in hygiene really bad.. so there saying they only say wash your hands and i said to them your asses is smelling take a fucking shower and then you will be clean from head to toe and there replyed I listen to the tv in what there saying i said ok ...
so we all are around idiots that doesn't want to take showers till they go to the hosptial and get checked because the dont brush there teeth or use mouth wash to kill the germs so they will test postive everytime and if you dont have teeth still go to keep mouth hygiene clean because the virus is in the wild life and i am tried of that mukhan on youtube eatting weird things and all that nasty crap ........
so everyone be safe and sane on this quarantine which is intended to the spead of diseases an illness or pests................... so please what out for the ones walking the roads and homeless because them is the ones speading the diseases and there pests
so be careful everyone
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what the fuck
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Posted:Apr 4, 2020 6:11 am
Last Updated:May 7, 2024 5:45 am
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I'm not liking this covid 19 deal it is like the ones sick must have eat something or been in different country bring it in USA because as they said the death toll before it has happen I know what there doing I ain't stupid and there all saying there sick in my areas of kentucky and shit so there was like 6 cases in jackson ky and a couple of other places in kentucky and I need a dr because of my foot an leg and can't go because the way people is eating anymore like bats or any wild life and making there selfs sick trying to eat like china north korea an japan this people is idiots for trying thing once now there all sick with something and past it around like women an men
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I tell you all something forreals
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Posted:Mar 12, 2020 9:23 am
Last Updated:May 7, 2024 5:45 am
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I can't get on messager or review the profiles right now because I really am ready to settle down with the right person I am tried of waiting I want to be married and have fun and kinky fun I am just missing a partner that i am seeking I just speak my mind and the way I feel it isn't fun my life is boring cabin fever and I would like to have someone that will love for me to be in there life bdsm or friends with benfits that would turn into something more and i want a sex life I miss the lifestyles i am in because normals doesn't know what the hell there doing it is boring sex I would talk on the phone and text an message people but it is so fucking boring I want to be able to have fun .....
and no the question is no I can't drive no i dont own a car or house or anything I am homeless with my family ...
because i am not aloud to live alone I have to live with someone like a roommates because that is why I can't live by my self because guys wouldn't stop trying to come in like they own the place....
I am scared to live on my own in my home town to people nosey people
and i am not going to get hurt because of females and males in my town in booneville ky ......... to many on drugs and eat up with something......
I just wished that i can found what i am seeking
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I tell you all something forreals
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Posted:Mar 12, 2020 8:33 am
Last Updated:May 7, 2024 5:45 am
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I can't get on messager or review the profiles right now because I really am ready to settle down with the right person I am tried of waiting I want to be married and have fun and kinky fun I am just missing a partner that i am seeking I just speak my mind and the way I feel it isn't fun my life is boring cabin fever and I would like to have someone that will love for me to be in there life bdsm or friends with benfits that would turn into something more and i want a sex life I miss the lifestyles i am in because normals doesn't know what the hell there doing it is boring sex I would talk on the phone and text an message people but it is so fucking boring I want to be able to have fun .....
and no the question is no I can't drive no i dont own a car or house or anything I am homeless with my family ...
because i am not aloud to live alone I have to live with someone like a roommates because that is why I can't live by my self because guys wouldn't stop trying to come in like they own the place....
I am scared to live on my own in my home town to people nosey people
and i am not going to get hurt because of females and males in my town in booneville ky ......... to many on drugs and eat up with something......
I just wished that i can found what i am seeking
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