Frustrating!!!!
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Posted:Oct 7, 2016 11:03 pm
Last Updated:Feb 7, 2017 4:41 pm
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What's with the no-shows?!? So tired of arranging to meet someone, then have them not show up... at all... no explanation, no notice... just nothing.
I drive anywhere from 1-3 HOURS one way. I show up when and where it was agreed upon by both of us. Often it's someone I've talked to for months, became friends or so I thought.
I agree to host. I give detailed directions to my place. I wait hours, when I could be doing something constructive. Nothing.
In all cases, I take time preparing myself for a playdate. Shaving everything below my neck. Picking out special clothing. For nothing.
All of these people say they want me so much. But then I'm not worth keeping their word and meeting me. I know I'm more than worth whatever effort is needed to get together with me.
It makes me wonder why I even try any more. Seriously. I know how much pleasure I can give. The few who have actually shown up have been very happy they did, and have always wanted repeat playdates. That's about 1 in every 15 I've made solid plans to meet.
I'm here to experience new things with people. In real space. I'm not here for fantasies and sex chat, not if it's only going to lead to running down more batteries... or more often, so disappointed and feeling inadequate that I don't even have the need for relief anymore.
Wondering why the hell I'm still here.
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