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Wht do we really know about it??how it effects the the people and ourself were around,or how we play right into it??All i know is whie i left vegas i had the time to get a clearer grasp and view of the chat room by watching,reading,studying very carefully each word,sentence and it amazed me how little we truly notice what others say when we're swept up in our own little conversations,misinterpetations lead to wrong concludsions like the fish story you hear about growing up.it starts out as catching a minnow then as it's further passed along soon it's a whale.I know there will always be drama ,but we let it effects us all as individuals or a group is up to us.Drama is created from those to which have black souls to there is no innerself peace, and that my friends is the bottom line.
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Humanities best interest
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Posted:May 7, 2013 12:20 pm
Last Updated:May 9, 2013 11:48 pm
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Well its 2013 and life for me has definately improved for the better. I still live in Seattle and one of my girls will soon be a mom<to which i'm excited about being a grandmother.To all of those that i have met and know i still will occassionally pop on this site once in a blue moon, merely to see whats going on and nothing more.I have found someone special to share my life with some time ago before i left colorado springs and wanted to see were it was going to go before announcing it.It has been a long rocky road with many bumps and obstacles but pulled through as i knew i could and would.I've also learned there are somethings and persons whom no matter what your circumstances are you will meet that are haters,misable individuals who will do nothing but create drama,gossip and slander your name and reputation to feel good about themselves because there so insecure, but through it all if you hold steadfast in yourself and know the truth others will see it for what its worth. Those are real individuals that do not allow those types into there lives, but merely tolerate and let them pass on by just to meet the ones who really mean something in there lives.To close , in short when you meet others don't Ass-u-Me what you hear about a person from someone else ,be real and meet them yourself to know the truth.You will be amazed at what you learn on your own.
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" Twisted"
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Posted:Jan 25, 2012 2:01 pm
Last Updated:May 13, 2024 1:59 pm
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Its fascinating at the very least how a site might show a Twisted side of peoples scruples and values if your new to a paticular caliber of a lifestyle.You make what you thought where friends and along the way you find yourself caught up in a catch22 situation where prehaps theres animosity or far worst among a few of those you meet,then presto whamo your life needs a change for the better you decide its time you need that extra more your driven to look for you plan to move beyond the insignificants that was mundane and boring that you see in those of the guilt ridden miserble ones that feed upon others only way they can sustance existence,without it they would be nothing more than a mere grain of sand on a beach . Funny as it may seem, no matter what life brings you in life you can always look back in your life wether it be a city, community , website or what have you 2 weeks , 2 months or 2 years or prehaps 20 years from that time those same individuals still are where they once were and always will be , they have no real connection to life. There only existence is so minute in range the mind couldn't withhold such a challenge. that is where the termonolgy gameplayer really comes from just another way of saying drama person. I Find it very exhilarating that i have the depth,intelligence and appreciatin to challenge life in any form it brings without drama, it shows the ignorance and intolerance is still here and sadly to say those same individuals so how Twisted is that???roflmmao
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' partial journal log of life'
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Posted:Sep 3, 2011 5:39 pm
Last Updated:May 13, 2024 1:59 pm
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Ok its been some time now since i last wrote on here and thought it time to post a few paragraphs.lol Since i've been in Seattle i haven't been on the site much , been so busy with all the little other things in life that we procastinate with an decided i best catch up.lol My oldest graduated from the army basic training as a e-2 and going on to ft.Sam for further training as medic and who knows were that may lead,wish her the best life can offer at a tender age of 18 so proud of her since most said my would never succeed in anything ,ha! I say! My instillment of education and wanting more in life with them at a very tender age paid off . My middle is finishing high school to go in the same path but through school and not military but to be a doctor, and my youngest wants to be in some field in the upper phases of goverment.So now i have time to get back on the site more , but don't really know if its truely worth it,i've seen,read and heard so much idle BS wonder if there is anyone who is real and honest so comments on this matter would be appreicated to see what insight i input i get from this .
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*********** Short N Sweet*********
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Posted:Jul 9, 2011 11:23 am
Last Updated:Jan 17, 2012 6:44 pm
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well here i am once again blogging, only this time its sweet and short .lol
i find myself not as interested in this site of late since ive been away for some time and had noticed for the time i was nothing has changed really. still the drama and bs with many here as frauds to say the least, tho i did get to meet some great people who i still consider friends, they are the ones few and far between.ive decided for now to put my residency as seattle for a year or so and see how things unravel for me. ive met some very interesting people here a vast bohemian lifestyle which is nice to be around.so if i pop on here from time to time just to see whats not new .lmao the only thing i can really say if someone is reading my profile and finds me a bit interesting they should drop a email to me or i will just ignore the typical mundane alert key item they included on here . Ciao!!!!
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" Whirlwinds of the unknown Place"
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Posted:Mar 25, 2011 10:39 am
Last Updated:Jul 17, 2011 1:14 am
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Funny how one moves to and fro in the states you start to feel like a piece of luggage, no set point of planting feet just a visit here and there . i landed in seattle ,washington on the 22 nd of feb. and finding myself on a whirl wind of travels already .my final destitnation who knows really my spirirt is free to roam where i please but one has to set roots some time. for me don't know when that will be , just knows im enjoying the time i have as if it were my last days and one really doesn't know when those days are so in short im taking the big leap of the unknown and life itself!
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"Fear of the Unknown"
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Posted:Oct 23, 2010 10:40 am
Last Updated:Nov 12, 2010 1:05 pm
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The alert key is one of these items that is "fear of the Unknown " . many here tell me its a nuisance and i agree . A person views your profile many times over hoping you intiate the contact first because they have fear of unknown ,it reminds me of the shelf that needs dusting .It gathers dust in abundance then i have to clean the dust away not thinking there might be that small piece of life that could possibly make a small difference in anyone's life.It comes in many forms like asking one out for dinner or drinks but end up they dont show up to meet you just vanish dissappear no notice ,no reply then asking yourself why?that person then hoping that said person for some reason will forget what you had done upon there return.Its the "Fear of the Unknown "that rejection we think will be there that gives us the inadequacy we get when we dont think we're living up to the expectations of another that causes us to deny life .We come into life with no expectations or preferences until we expand ourselves later in life rather they be small,big, tall,short ,thin or thick etc etc etc, but it doesnt have to stop you along the way making friends of various shapes ,sizes or any area of there lives that are not the same as yours.If you let "Fear of the Unknown"control your life your destiny you've already failed!Life alone is "Fear of the Unknown"we live it , feel it ,breath it each and every day so why not challenge it greet it with enthusiasm run to it and grasp it for those moments you have .Life alone is to short to let "Fear of the Unknown" devour and consume you , So why not take that plunge?, we do every waking moment of our lives already in so many faucets of life at work, home ,family why not with someone else instead of letting "Fear of the Unknown " stop you .To let a few words stop you from going on only shows you already failed and if you don't let it and keep going you might find that special friend or freinds in your life and that is one of the most enpowering things you could share in life.
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"Extraction"
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Posted:Sep 27, 2010 4:20 am
Last Updated:Sep 27, 2010 4:33 am
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extraction is a useful word for those emails u get here and there . they feed our minds with stimulation ,eagerness ,excitement but they also bring us back to the day when we read our romanticized novels looking for that white knight in shinning armor or the beautiful princess seeking her prince.who was that man or women again ? a myth , a urban legend?yes there is no white knight in shinning armor or princess at the end of the day just a regular Joe or Jane looking and seeking out a woman he can enjoy to feel her warmth ,the scent of her body against his and all that brings pleasure as well as woman seeking out the divinity in a man's arms. so as i gather my thoughts after reading a email of such length i ponder is this person wanting or seeking a dream of Avon days of old, or merely extracting what he or she wants me or anyone wants to hear ? Yes we do , but at the end of the day we stop ,think hey wait a minute this isn't a novel , a movie this is real life show me not in words but in action .Write to those that are in your thoughts that are your shining knight in armor or your beautiful princess that you have not ones your merely playing with on words . We tend to stop reading in the middle of them and delete them or keep them for a whimsical day to humor us.
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"Expressions of Others"
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Posted:Sep 6, 2010 9:41 pm
Last Updated:May 13, 2024 1:59 pm
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I would like to hear from others what they think of any of my blogs i have written some i found or ones i wrote from the heart . I would like opinions and see how that person feels or thinks about them it would be nice to see them and appreciated of your thoughts
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"Serenity of the Soul"
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Posted:Jul 22, 2010 7:59 am
Last Updated:May 4, 2013 1:51 am
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A eagle soars so majestically in its glory of boundless space of peace and serenity.The swiftness of the buck to shelter himself of predators man and beast alike to carry on with his harem of does .Where the sturdy trees planted deep with roots to hold steady the winds of times past and present .I see and feel these things of air,wind,fire and water seeking for the tranquility it offers, but to seek those things that are not present one must seek them out further but at a high price to pay . some day my prayers will be answered and i will have what the four elements of the circle of life gives forth and my soul will be at peace .
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"Eluded.Elicit.Deception."
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Posted:Jul 12, 2010 6:26 pm
Last Updated:Jul 14, 2010 2:40 am
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Hmm where do i go with this, one has to ponder? Well from my point of view i see many items this could go forth to. When one begins to set up a profile on here to the quote {friends} seemingly to apostasy.It often makes me wonder why we as humans take upon ourselves the belief that one can do such deploring things to another and justify it as merely doing them a favor ? In no such way going behind another person's back doing the unthinkable is considered friendship,partners etc etc.Trust is the most valued measurement in ones life and without that you have nothing .Ones life is measured on trust and to earn it you must set forth that which it represents to the minutest detail.Seven deadly sins keep popping up in my mind when i see those that use this excuse and the more i see it the more i think of a few of them seven deadly sins which are {Jealousy,Greed,Pride,Gluttony,Envy} not that those are the original ones but pretty close to it and it really comes down to the real meaning behind it which is insecurity of one's own self. They start by destroying what was offer to them out of friendship and using that as a misuse and spirals out of control to no end .When all is seen and halted they start in by using the next phase of there justification ,ASSUMPTIONS out of hidden guilt .So i say to all here be leery of that instance kindly of friendship there is always something lurking in the mist because true friendship is not a instance reaction by no means but by how one carries themselves with the respect of others feelings and so forth and if you are a true friend you always are the one to stand down and support that friendship !!
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"Recalling My First Time"
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Posted:Apr 26, 2010 7:58 pm
Last Updated:Mar 6, 2011 1:40 pm
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I recall my first time with a condom, I was 16 or so.I went into buy a packet of condoms t Levin's pharmacy .There was this beautiful woman assistant behind the counter, and she could see that I was new at it.She handed me the package and asked if I knew hoe to wear one.I honestly answered, 'No, this is my first time.'So she unwrapped the package ,took one out and slipped it over her thumb.She cautioned me to make sure it was on tight and secure.I apparently still looked confused.So, she looked all around the store to see if it were empty .'Just a minute,'she said ,and walked to the door,nd locked it...Taking my hand, she led me into the back room, unbuttoned her blouse and removed it.She unhooked her bra and laid it aside.'Do these excite you?' She asked.Well, I so dumb-struck that all I could do was nod my head. She then said it was time to slip the condom on.As I was slipping it on,she dropped her skirt,removed her panties and lay down on a desk.'Well, come on',she said.'We don't have much time..'So I climbed on her.It was so wonderful,that unfortunately,I could no longer hold back and KAPOW,I was done within a few moments.She looked at me with a bit of a frown .'Did you put that condom on?'she asked.I said ,'I sure did,'and held up my thumb to show her.She then beat the shit out of me................ a friend gave me this and i wanted to share it here as well.
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"A means to an END"
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Posted:Apr 25, 2010 3:07 pm
Last Updated:Oct 2, 2010 11:12 am
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A feeble mind that collides with deluded thoughts and perceptions of ones existence with burdens is a means to an end for others .No grasp of the complaisant another concedes yearning that ultimate thing they most want only in hands reach but distant in so many ways,is a means to an end .We gather in our folds ones we choose as bonds others as prey without every thinking the indignities put forth on ones soul stripping away what little they have left is a means to an end . Have we truly gone malevolent so much advancing in the modern world cherished of all gifts is a means to an end ? now let me see if anyone who reads this leaves there comments here and knows exactly what i am saying here and where its going .
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"Locust Room Effect"
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Posted:Jan 3, 2010 10:42 pm
Last Updated:Aug 7, 2010 11:01 pm
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I had been requested to write a blog on the feeding frenzy of the room from both sexes on this so called locust effect.Now bare in mind i too have noticed this effect by the same treatment.Hypothetically speaking here a woman is chatting with said male and is getting a chance to know that said one and proceeds to have a more intense conversation why do others of both sexes feel the need to crash down on that ones parade are they that insecure in the ability to interest that person or is it there way of telling that party i have no chance nor will i give you that opportunity .Did once anyone of these people better known as { cock blockers} ever think that you too will find someone that peaks your interest and how distracting and annoying you will become when that day comes ?If someone is having a conversation with another and you proceed to add insults and converge on the conversation only makes you the bigger fool by which your chances diminish the further it goes . I would rather let you go on with your locust thinking knowing i need not be on the same level as you to seek ones attention or affection , that will come on its own when in the right place and time and you will still be no better off and wasted more time then if you were to just wait and see where it goes . for one can not hold on to what one never had in the first place.
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