Just one of those days
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Posted:Dec 3, 2018 9:34 am
Last Updated:Apr 27, 2024 2:26 pm
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We’re both sitting behind the screen trying to share thoughts but the filters that plague of the website whose intentions are to keep us safe are actually keeping us from being able to communicate thoroughly and you’re frustrated by that and you think that there are robots here and that people are fake when they don’t respond to you which is mostly those filters that I was talking about earlier keeping their responses from getting to you and sometimes your initial message from getting to them. those people are all real they respond to who they want to respond to, have their purposes....my purpose? to chat to you beyond whatever filters try to keep us apart and they do try...you tell me that you are frustrated because I’m playing but I’m not playing, my messages just aren’t going through!
I tried to send you a picture of the conversation...it doesn’t go through either...my talk to text is acting up and sending you all kinds of words that make no sense when put together.... I’m running out of steam at this point you ask me if I’d like to text directly
Finally a lifeline
My response is sure(not sure if you actually got it, all of my messages said delivered but none said read and a few said nothing at all....
I understand the frustration and feel it for you and me, but something still holds true
After I tell you that the site has filters that are trying to dissect our messages to ensure that you are on able to give me your phone if you want me to text you you better damn sure make sure that you send your in as many times as it takes to ensure that I receive it not wasting time to ask me for mine once I say yes I’m willing to text otherwise there’s no guarantee that will be able to continue to chat because once chat goes personal, the IMs glitch and we may not know when our next chat could be
I’m already over frustrated by this point so I simply tell you don’t talk to me anymore because if you can’t understand a sure, send me your , this is going to be a short text session. I really don’t like being misunderstood and having to tell someone else how to make their own path through the clearing.
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Limited thinking
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Posted:Nov 30, 2018 5:37 am
Last Updated:May 12, 2019 5:26 pm
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Sex: an exercise in mutual touch exploration that begins in the mind, with subtlety which seldom has concise description
I believe this to be true with all my heart.... but, although we could put words to it, I don’t like to. This is mostly because people like different things from and with different people and it all begins with the way that the 2 minds connect. it’s totally possible that someone I disagree with everything on could make for a deliciously explosive sexual partner or someone that I agree with everything on could make for a blissful sex partner or vice versain both scenarios... who knows
it’s not about anything except recognizing that all these things have the capacity to be connecting and all these things are part of attraction and not being afraid to explore, regardless since it’s truly about understanding one another. nobody wants to get down to the meat and potatoes of why it is that they do what they do when they’re doing what they do on site it seems because it’s widely believed that there’s no attachment.
the attachment may not be to the other person as much it is you want to run from it but there’s always something
I acknowledge it, embrace it and I’m completely honest before I’m finished thinking about it....how I feel about anything to do with an interaction does not mean that I’m angry or arguing....no, it just means that I am voicing my opinion’s which I am totally at free will to do but y’all have a good day and continue to connect
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I know where I am but...
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Posted:Nov 29, 2018 12:43 am
Last Updated:Nov 30, 2018 5:07 am
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I’m bored
My mind is blank
I log in
I refresh so I can see my messages
I begin to scroll through responding appropriately until the one that seldom has an appropriate answer because it is awkwardly forward even for here. It always puts its sender as thirsty (ravenous) or socially awkward or worst of all, both.
Usually it’s are you dtf, wanna fuck, a dick pic(as if I am In capable of reading the word hello)
My response is always something to the affect of realizing that the person does not even understand the fact that they are talking to another human being .
Or worse I check the IMs and I am met with racial slurs from faceless profiles
I’m not one to provoke in those ways, so I prefer interacting with people who actually want cool vibes and who create and reciprocate the vibes they expect...
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Go deep
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Posted:Jul 8, 2018 3:34 am
Last Updated:Apr 27, 2024 2:26 pm
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How would you feel if I told you how far you fit
Let you reach for it
Grab you as you hit
Scratched your as I bit
Would you stroke to get
Hold me as I sit
Make me cry as it
Touched my softest pit
Beg for one more split
Both cry out "Oh shit"
Give me ALL the dick
was that too slick
Thought you said you like em thick
This chocolate bunny's got more than one trick
And I see your candle has too many wicks
Yet they're not made of sticks
Lol ....
The things we could do
Turn us both from invisible
Through this thing that seems physical
That's describably lyrical
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Comfort
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Posted:Apr 24, 2018 8:57 am
Last Updated:Mar 5, 2019 12:47 am
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We chat (this begins with hi, hello, hola, I'm cool with I it... As soon as you ask how I am, you lose me by telling me why your here.... I know why and at some point I'll want and need to understand who I am to you but at this point, I don't know if you are going to be someone who either of us cares how they fit into the other's company in the initial conversation. So, THAT'S awkward and I'm stunned because I don't process people deeper into my mind than necessary without any idea of if who they are (I am human, just like you AND so many have the same 3 intentions until entertaining any thoughts of any is crazy without having any sort if connection.) is who I am cool with.
The crazy part is, the main reaction to my truthful admission of this being my thoughts is to run away without realizing that if I am not dismissive, you still have the opportunity to chat (it's harmless) is disappointing. I am not al. I don't read other blogs, but I know that as a woman, no matter the circumstance or our thought process, certain steps are always included in selection.
It is about the way it happens as much as the fact that it happens...
All good Penthouse stories are just that, stories. Relish in the charm of the conquest as much as the spoils.
Grrr.... I feel special enough from the volume of responses, now I want to feel it undeniably because I am met here by those who understand and fit.... There is no tone in text, but there is vibe in the volley of conversation no matter the media....IJS.. I said nothing.... Lol
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You're married and cheating, so I'll die alone
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Posted:Dec 11, 2017 5:20 am
Last Updated:Jan 20, 2020 7:20 am
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So I finally take the bull by the horns and choose a chat partner after all these years of being found....
In photos, he's a gorgeous specimen of perfect girth and length with hips that could actually push it all along
We chat, make meeting plans as I allow him to interview me(not tell about himself, but ask me all kinds of questions)
I like this volley of conversation, though I usually hate it...it was him...
He asks for photos which I refuse to send since they spoil the organic first meeting and divulge to much of my identity before time to someone who could possibly stand me up and still know me in the street (it's dangerous and I have had issues with it a few times in the past)
I decline... Plus it's not like he was offering photos lol
He asks about my marital status but not my past so I tell him cuz with the life I've had, I'm proud to be single.
Then... It happens
This dude has the audacity to ask how many people I have slept with. Now, maybe in a committed relationship I'd ponder divulging something so personal, but not for a fling on a random afternoon with a stranger.
I straight up call him a for asking..afterall, WE ARE ON A SEX SITE. That in itself is a sign that I've taken the bull by the horns and for him to go that personal when we have never met it's just plain dumb and childish.
So I call a spade a spade and he gets offended that he's insecure and childish and finally divulges that he's married... But only to say that I will die single because I don't just run out to whoever wants to have sex with me....
That's a lot of guys to be randomly accommodating and it's not fair to me to assume that my manner of choosing is wrong. I told him instead of being offended that I called him a to be offended that he married someone he has to cheat on...
Guess I lost my lunch date lol
Dumbass
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Hurricane Irma
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Posted:Sep 11, 2017 3:41 am
Last Updated:Apr 27, 2024 2:26 pm
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She came hard
Deliberate
Intense
Wet and wild
Ordering her orgasms be served
As she pleaded with the others to deliver
And she did indeed receive her request
With a force that forces her to reevaluate her approach
Surrendering her equally intense wetness and rough nature
We got caught in the crossfire of their torrid event
The witnesses to the heavy breathing and salty exchange
Still innocent to all but the intensity
Everyone but you and me... Lol
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Cocky
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Posted:Jul 25, 2017 7:24 am
Last Updated:Nov 22, 2018 12:37 pm
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So, we're chatting and it leads to meeting which leads to.... Well you know and it's decent- this interaction we build.... So I of course want to see you more and you make excuses as to why you can't come which ultimately leads to your pointing the distance and gas as a factor. You never let these issues be up for actual discussion, instead opting to stay away instead of tell me that you might need me to meet you half way. We both make new friends, keeping in touch...
I am a bit upset by our sporadic moments as we both know that there's a reason we stay in touch. You mention how I drive you crazy and I mention how if I had you close, we'd not want anything else but each other... Oh my word... I should have never said that!
I immediately become cocky for thinking that way even with the insatiability we've displayed for one another. All I wanted was to see how far that could go
..oh well another set of lessons learned
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Broken focus
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Posted:Jun 22, 2017 12:06 am
Last Updated:Nov 22, 2018 12:39 pm
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So I'm all alone in silence and decide to relax and try to rub one out...
Head back,
Hand roaming almost reached the spot ..
And someone walks in!
I'm dark skinned, but it was more than obvious that I was blushing and angry ( side effect of horny) even in the dark....
Lol funny how intense and focused people get in order to achieve orgasms
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Mhmmm
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Posted:Jun 3, 2017 9:35 am
Last Updated:Nov 22, 2018 12:37 pm
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I want to rub the new off of you
that is why I call you my boo
let passion friction and angst tickle your spirit and make your skin glow
for what reason only two of us know
I want to be more than just some hoe
The way that I'll dig into you
will make you feel invincible
cuz babe you know it's only you
I'm doing these things to
you need to be my standby toy
the only one that brings me joy
that soothes my anger at childish ploys
who truly never annoys
I'm telling you because I see
and really like the way that we
mesh
no longer she and he
but we
damn baby can't you see
there's layers below this blush
I'm the one who's built for such
just with you so let's smoke a Dutch
as you get a clutch
I feel you from beyond your touch
there's more to us so it's never too much
I want to be on some beautiful shit
Not just eat my pussy and suck your dick
but the real thing with no words to describe it
now wouldn't that be sick?
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Lose my number
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Posted:May 1, 2017 5:23 am
Last Updated:Dec 13, 2017 6:39 am
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I am only talking about this because it keeps happening...
So, we chat, decided that texting is organically logical and....(this is where the script always diverts) either you say something, or nothing, or become my idea of random but possibly your idea of progressive and OR you send me a pic...(this is usually weird because we've not talked about anything to do with figuring out what one another looks like and so it feels like a bomb.... This is because you want to know what i look like but you don't want to ask for a pic and have me to decline, which I do anyway. )
However it goes, for whatever reason..... You decide not to talk any further and instruct me to 'lose your number'.
I'm fine with that, and do not call text or email...
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YOU send ME a pic of your care package... (Penis, dick, cock, wee-wee, dingaling)
WHY??????!!!!!?!
I know what I declined, you are more than a penis, I want someone capable of being respectful who is willing to show me... Versatility goes a longer way than a big dick and what you are good with shines through in many ways.... THOSE WAYS ARE WHAT MAKE YOU TRULY SEXY TO ME.
All things begin in the mind
For whatever reason, my mind unraveled your idea and I'm not down so I why put the wand on display? Lol trust me, I'm not missing anything at all.
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You're not that guy
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Posted:Mar 22, 2017 6:28 pm
Last Updated:Apr 27, 2024 2:26 pm
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So we chat and you allow me to paint the image of am imaginary perfect man in your image.... The man who you would say that you are if asked to describe yourself you tell me who you'd be to the girl you'd want to get to know from the bottom up....
The girl you tell me that you believe I am... I don't change but I do adjust to all situations in my path as a well rounded woman should. Yet the he who we've described and impressed in my mental view as you is not congruent to the guy who only calls every 2 months, who expects to be waited for and remembered after forgetting me completely, the guy with the girlfriend he says he doesn't have until she makes her entrance, the one who says he is selective then tries to have sex without much more than a hello who doesn't even know my name.....
I like the first guy, not interested in those other fools....
I'm wide awake and I see you and if the guy you think you want me to see you as the Prince who makes time for his lap to be my throne, his head to be where I am most vivid knowing that we are in the same place at the same time losing time to unending organic orgasmic experience, be the real version of yourself, one worth disrobing for ( it's more than clothes and better than just sex)
Who are you?
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Still waiting though I'm just now saying that I'm looking for you
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Posted:Mar 8, 2017 5:19 am
Last Updated:Apr 27, 2024 2:26 pm
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I suppose it's OK to say that though I'm not actually looking, I'm sifting and sampling a bit... through approaches until the one that touches me comes. This does not mean that I have had no fun along the way.... Lol so, I've taken a break from sex for a while so I can work on the me who I believe myself to be and understand this gleaming joy I feel.... Let it renew my spirit for a while as I repair my everything else... I had begun to care how some of you speak....
I'm pretty sensitive and all this awkwardness that is male/female interaction can be quite tiring both on the body and spirit. Maybe it's because for me, it is not ever empty and once a goodbye is said I'm on to what's next. I don't read beyond what is shown even if you don't k know the depth of what you're saying.
Sexual endeavors have taught me some of the depths of selfishness that can only exist to make up the levels to make it dense and some of the selflessness that can keep you in a web, simply desiring to linger. We can think alike and touch differently, we can touch the same think differently, and we can do both and not touch.... As far as finding the match in both while touching the whole time..... It is the dream that gives me hope to hump along..... Lol
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