Why do I see cute guys NOW?
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Posted:Mar 11, 2009 9:31 pm
Last Updated:May 22, 2024 8:27 am
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It's like the boyfriend/girlfriend syndrome.......when you don't have one.....no one is interesting or intered. When you DO have one....EVERYONE is interesting and interested!
Since hubby and I have put a hold on our playing.....it seems that I see all these very attractive men around wherever I go and it sucks because 1. I have a belly bump, making it obvious I'm not just fat! and 2. I'm not playing and I can't do anything about that! No fun!
It isn't that I'm mad about not playing, on the contrary...it actually was getting a little overwhelming with people NOT understanding that friends and family and work comes before just jumping in bed and having mad, hot, erotic sex with some random stranger! I am glad for the break but that doesn't mean that I don't miss the flirting, the innuendos and that adrenaline that it brings.
I am flirtatious in nature and I find it harder to harmlessly flirt with someone randomly and leave it as just harmless flirting than to have them get all nervous that I'm hitting on them while wearing my wedding band and obviously pregnant! Can't get my jollies anywhere anymore I guess! Fuckin men!
I guess I will just continue to drool in private and try not to remind myself that when/if we play again, there will be no cute men around to play with.......
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It's a ......................
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Posted:Mar 10, 2009 3:26 pm
Last Updated:Mar 26, 2009 10:02 pm
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BOY
We are having a boy in July!!
We got to see the little stinker last week. He was kicking away!
We are happy and since we already have a boy......SO much LESS to buy!!!!
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Ding! Ding! Ding!
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Posted:Feb 15, 2009 1:31 pm
Last Updated:Feb 17, 2009 11:52 pm
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I HAD to go to Wal-Mart today. Been kinda sick since Thursday, little guy has a cold and running out of medicine and a few other things. OK>>>>>>>well....you know it's always entertaining to go to Wal-Mart because of you never know just what you'll see.
Today I decided to go to the Burleson Wal-Mart as it's practically the same distance than my Cleburne one....Burleson is ALWAYS busy and ALWAYS packed. Don't matter what day or time..it just is.
So, I am fighting through the crowds and the Valentine's Day rejects hunting through the 50%off baskets trying to find "gifts" to buy themselves so they don't feel like such losers for not getting anything. Hey! I'm all for self-love..but having a teddybear staring at me singing some crackled Elvis song while doing it isn't my idea of "being in the moment"
So, I steer through the desperate and lonely to get my crap and eventually make it back to the front of the store to the checkout.....pay my bill and as I am approaching our truck....which is a Ford Ranger that has thoroughly been used since we've boughten it and has many dings and scratches that we don't even notice the new ones.....
I am parked perfectly in my spot....almost equal inches on both sides of the truck to the yellow striped line marking my spot. Now, I'm driving the truck due to my car needing hubby's handy work and I have my with me that requires to be buckled in the carseat on the passenger side. I get to my truck to notice a VERY nice, VERY new Ford full sized F150 parked next to me. And I mean NEXT to me! there is over 2 FEET on the passenger side of his truck!!! Obviously parking correctly isn't a talent of his and has managed to park at an angle, and close enough that I have to wedge in with my and my protruding pregnant belly to get my to his seat.
Now, people, NEVER, NEVER, NEVER park next to a vehicle that wouldn't notice another ding on it. BECAUSE!!!!! I am on an emotional rollercoaster and don't give a FUCK if I ding someone's vehicle at this point.
I opened the door and I guess the wind caught it  cuz it flew open and banged against that back wheel fender leaving a 3 inch verticle mark! Not something the driver will easiy miss!
It's times like these that I wish I had a little sign that I could place on their vehicle thanking them for leaving a fucking can-opener for me to get into mine!
So.....now that I feel better.... 
Ya'll have a nice day!
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No Hable Espanol
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Posted:Jan 30, 2009 2:37 pm
Last Updated:Aug 26, 2009 10:29 am
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Do I REALLY look mexican????
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Are you Kidding me!!???
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Posted:Jan 30, 2009 7:47 am
Last Updated:Feb 7, 2009 12:43 pm
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Standing outside, in the country, no trees......NEXT to a cell tower and what??!!! I don't have a fuckin signal??????
FUCKIN AYE!!!!! 
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up and gone
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Posted:Jan 30, 2009 7:13 am
Last Updated:Jan 30, 2009 2:17 pm
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I am sadden today with the realization that a friend of mine has up and gone. I don't get on here often to check TSmeet and scan through what friends are still there. Especially when I have other ways to contact them. But after a hurtful ordeal happening in his life, in the space I provided him to cope and deal, he has left the cyber world for where I know where to find him.
This is not someone that I have met. Have tried, have failed, but with hopes for luck after the baby comes. I have spent a great amount of time talking with this friend, sharing stories, peaks into personal adventures with family, friends and own thoughts. We've always tried not to get tooo personal as afterall, we are on TSmeet. I spent many hours talking to him. His name was casually brought up between my husband and I as if he was a friend we saw often.
To find out with no warning he was leaving is hurtful. I know that he went through a heavy hearted painful experience just recently and I do believe that is the cause of this. I do not have anger towards him for his vanishing performance, it's more hope that he is okay and will do fine after this.
I have never liked losing a friend no matter what the purpose. Each ending is different and each time feelings are different. Some friendships end out of frustration or anger...some just fall apart and die. Others....vanish with no explanation...no final good-bye. Even if it was only an online frienship, a friend he had become after more than a year of laughing, joking, serious talks, woeful moments, shared worries and hopeful inspirations.
I will miss my friend. He is very unique and had become part of my life. I know he left beause of things happening in his life. I don't blame him, life does that and what happens away from here is more important anyways. He will always remain at the top of my list.
I'll cherish our talks and laugh at moments of reminders and inside jokes. Night sexy.
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Arizona "Panty" Day
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Posted:Jan 13, 2009 11:36 am
Last Updated:Feb 13, 2009 9:49 am
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Ok, so I was watching the news the other night and they were talking about the new transit in Phoenix, AZ. Around 90 people rode on Saturday wearing nothing but tops and their underwear! It was all a performance act.
Ok.....what an awesome idea for an TSmeet party right?????? Makes it WAY more easier to "get into one's pants"
So...to my point here.......and to my shocking disappointment......I logged on today figuring that one of the blogs I watch from someone that LIVES in Phoenix.....would of course blog about this event with utmost enthusiasm........to my dismay...he has not.
CURIOUS!!! I feel let down as one of your watchers that you did not master up a wonderfully hilarious blog about such event. This I was SURE you would've grabbed hold of and ran with the bulls so to speak.
Shame on you........
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A Lingering Glance
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Posted:Dec 30, 2008 12:36 pm
Last Updated:Jan 1, 2009 5:51 pm
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Last night, I'm at the gas station and cleaning my windows. Not really paying much attention to anyone else, just wanting to get it done and get home. A SUV pulls up across from me, a guy gets out, around the same age...we make eye contact. He kind of pauses for a minute, like he's unable to take another step. I return my attention to my windows, not taking any care in the moment. That feeling comes over me and I look back up and he is STILL looking at me. Though now, his feet have found mobility again.
I raise my eyebrows as if to say, "May I help you?".....which he just sort of blushes and carries about filling up his vehicle. I then notice that he has a woman with him. Either girlfriend or wife, no matter to me. The guy does not look familiar. He proceeds to clean his own windows which I notice him taking more subtle glances my way throughout. I don't give it much more thought as I don't know the guy, he's not going to dare talk to me with her being right there in sight, and I'm done cleaning my windows and I'm craving Starbucks!
I figure either he has seen me before at the bar with the girlfriends (pre-preggo) or he has seen me on here. Course, many of you probably wouldn't recognize me right off the start if you saw me in public. Being that I am usually with my , usually don't have my hair all curled and I'm almost always wearing my glasses.
I usually kind of enjoy these little moments of recognition. Not all have been from those I've wanted it from...but, can't always have my way in everything right?
So ya'll.....would many of us recognize you walking down the street? Did you post candid photos on your profile or did you clean up a little more for them?
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Posted:Dec 16, 2008 2:24 pm
Last Updated:Jan 30, 2009 6:59 am
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I have been on here for a little over a year now. Hubby and I got on here, separate profiles, to begin our journey of an open-marriage. We have talked to and have met many others that partake in that sort of lifestyle as well and we have learned many things along the way of keeping our strong bond and making sure our communication is 100% honest and open. We have done a very well job if I may say so myself.
Sometimes though, in chat, emails, blogs....I have seen others "hate" on those couples in the lifestyle. Not only of those in an open-marriage but those seeking "extra" partners to partake in combined play as well. I personally have been called a "cheater" before and that I obviously am not taking my marriage vows seriously. That I am going against God in what I am doing.
Now, this upsets me but not to a great level. More like an irritating itch you just can't get to.
I grew up understanding and learning morals. I have morals. I teach them to my and to my friends when needed. I practice my morals and do not see myself as "hell-bound" It isn't that I don't see the other side of the argument, it's that my husband and I both agreed to do what we are doing. We did not nor have not gone behind each others' backs to meet or be with anyone. We have always told when and where and with whom we are with. We don't play together as we chose not to. We vowed to be faithful to each other yes. But in that faithfulness, we are faithful in being honest with each other. We are faithful to each other in respecting our decisions. We are faithful to our marriage and know the signs if there is a weak spot or feeling that arises.
I don't understand those that point fingers on this sight when even if they are not the "cheating" kind and always faithful to their mate, why are you on a "SEX SITE" then? Are there not more "morally" understanding websites out there that would suit your character better? After all, being on TSmeet only shows your high level of sexual hunger. And there isn't anything wrong with that. But using this site solely for seeking your moralistic future lifelong mate is a little far-fetched don't you think? Not that couples haven't formed or marriages haven't taken place on this site.....but I'm sure the percentage isn't all that high.
So, before pointing a finger at those in a lifestyle they chose to be in, count the 4 fingers pointing back at you and ask yourself before you judge, is your slate clean to do so?!
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check list
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Posted:Dec 16, 2008 1:58 pm
Last Updated:May 22, 2024 8:27 am
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So next week we leave for my home state for Christmas vacation. Hubby is at work this week and I am not working so it's so nice to be able to take naps in the afternoon. Thank goodness little guy is in daycare....leaving mommy to get stuff done.
Why is it that most, and I say MOST women take it upon themselves to make a huge list of cleaning and preparations before leaving on a trip? I mean, do I REALLY need to spring clean before I leave? I don't know why I personally do this, (drives hubby nuts) but I do. It comes from growing up I think. My mom always insisted on the house being clean before heading out so we come home to a clean house with nothing to do but our laundry from our trip and unpack. That makes sense. But do I really need to kill myself getting my "list" done? I'm beginning to rebel against it.
I mean, does the mail really have to be sorted before I go? That last 1/2 load of laundry done? That moldy cracker behind the fridge picked up and thrown away? (j/k, it's a jelly bean) LOL.....I think NOT!
Now, there are some things I absolutely take care of. Dishes, trash, and the litter box for sure. I refuse to come home to stinky trash or maxed out litter box and fungus growing on my dishes.
So....readers......do you or your SO do this? Do they/you make a big fuss over getting the tiniest things done prior to a trip? Do you think it's overboard or perfectly natural?
Indulge me!
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My Dream
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Posted:Dec 10, 2008 6:37 pm
Last Updated:Dec 12, 2008 4:10 am
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You take the 2 hour drive and we meet at our favorite hotel. Of course I already know what room and pick up my key at the front desk. I enter the dark room and let my eyes adjust, knowing that you should be there somewhere. I see you lying on the bed, a smile stretches lips when you know I have seen you.
I come to you, as always as you draw me like a magnet. I open my bag and to your surprise, I begin tying you passively with scarves to the bed. First your wrists, then your ankles. This is something you've been wanting to experience and I have been waiting all week for your arrival to give it to you. I can tell you are pleased. I assure you that you can get out of them as it is your first time but urge you to resist the temptation to do so. Next I place the blindfold over your eyes. You giving up submission to me is fearful but makes you erect with excitement. I rub my fingers over your chest, I nuzzle your neck, gosh you smell so wonderful. My lips graze yours, you try to kiss me and I pull away.....I whisper that you must obey and you will be greatly rewarded for doing so. I leave you for just a moment...I have another very special surprise for you and I want everything to go as planned.
I slip into something more comfortable. Lingerie that feels good and that you enjoy seeing and touching. I take my time kissing your body, feeling your muscles and caressing your cock. I let you suck on my nipples. I let you lick my clit. I take your cock into my mouth and massage it with my tongue. You feel the tongue ring press against your nerve endings and your cock jumps as if wanting more. You are so hard, you are enjoying this and still the surprise is yet to come.
I ask if you want to be in me, of course you say "yes". I slowly slide over your cock and my juices engulf your cock inside. My pussy is hot and has been aching for your cock since our last meet. I glide over you and our moans tell each other we are pleased.
As I am riding you, feeling you inch by inch, the other part of the surprise comes to play. You had never been involved in anything more than one on one and I have brought you another couple to play with. You feel the presence of someone else and before you know it, you have a hot, very well tasting pussy at your disposal to your lips. You begin licking without hesitation as I am still riding your cock. You feel another presence by your feet, you feel me shift and what you feel next is a shock to you but almost brings you to the edge. The other man of the couple is entering into my ass, giving a double penetration and you feel the pressure instantly. You are engulfed in the sensations of the tight feeling in my pussy and the scent and taste of another woman in your mouth.
The other woman leaves your mouth and I begin to kiss you, tasting her on you, plunging my tongue deep into your mouth, your moans drive me crazy, the rhythm of fucking you increases and I know you are about to cum. The other woman removes the blindfold and releases one wrist of yours and you grab my hair, your moan mixed with a cry of ecstasy fills the air as you begin to pulse your cum into me, in result the other man begins to cum as well, filling my ass and the double pulsing sends me into my own quivers of lust.
You look at me with amazement. Your smile gives me approval of the surprise and you are just in awe. We untangle our bodies, remove you from your restraints. The other man is cleaning up, you begin to as well. The other woman lays on the bed. I wait for you to come back to the bed yourselves and proceed to give you a show as I begin to lick her clit as you had earlier, making her moan, letting you see two women with each other, pleasing each other. We move into the 69 position and she begins to lick my clit, tasting you in return. It isn't too long before both of you men are erect and wanting another round. You want to experience the double penetration again. But this time, you want to be in the ass. We all work around each other and between the kissing and sucking, you enter into the woman's ass. You can't believe how tight it is. Anal is something you've wanted to do for so long.
The second round takes longer and you are enjoying every minute of it! I can tell by your kisses that you are more than pleased with how the night is going and you can't thank me enough for giving this to you. After a few hours, the other couple leaves. Leaving you and I alone. We take a shower together, you enter your cock inside of me in the shower and fuck me til the hot water runs out. We are exhausted and climb into bed, naked to sleep the last couple of hours of the night. You can't believe this trip up here this time.
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moments of random thoughts
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Posted:Dec 6, 2008 8:21 am
Last Updated:Dec 12, 2008 4:16 am
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Jeepers!! Didn't realize it had been THAT long since I last blogged.
The internet has been messing up here at the house and so frustrating. We are switching carrries next month I believe so I hope that brings this crap to an end.
Since my last blog I have had morning sickness and it hasn't been pleasant. Going to work in the morning and dealing with people when you feel like you are gunna throw up at any moment isn't fun. AND of course people seem to always forget to brush their teeth and I am there, gagging as tears come to my eyes and am holding back vomit with every fiber of my being!
A daily headache has formed as well. I have broken blood vessel spots around my eyes and even though it's like 32 degrees outside, the heater is on and I am burning up!
LOL...my first wasn't like this, so I'm whining a little bit but I don't care! I can if I want to right??
Hubby will be home next week and that will be nice. Though...I'll be at work all day but he has my car to fix anyways. The tensioner went out on it last Tuesday and even though the dealer wanted $467 to fix it, O'Reilly's auto parts has everything we need for $70! So, hubby will be getting dirty and his dad will be helping him so that's good. Sharing one vehicle isn't fun and will be interesting next week as getting two adults and a car seat in a Ranger isn't exactly possible!
I lost any respect I had left for my boss. He is a dick and I can't stand him. The store is closing and so I know that for the managers, they are taking it a little harder as they've been there for alot longer than I have. And some of the stress with dealing with the liquidators and stuff is getting to them. I understand that but taking it out on the employees and the customers to me is uncalled for! I'm dealing with the customers daily and I have always provided great customer service since I began working when I was little. I always think of what kind of service would I want!
Yesterday, I witnessed my boss being a smart-ass to a customer and telling her to "sue the company and see how far she can get." The customer had not been irate, had not raised her voice, was not being arguementative even! This behavior on my boss' part was TOTALLY uncalled for! Of course every single cutomer around had stopped to watch and HEAR what he was saying. The old boss in me wanted to tell him to get to the office and write him up, the mother in me wanted to smack him upside the head and berate him there in front of everyone.
I know the store is closing but that doesn't mean that customer service died when we got the notice we were ending. Customers still come in there to shop, are still wanting help and are spending their money there. And people are spending a LOT of money in there right now due to the percentages off.
It's just hard to go to work at the moment when you have a boss that has a smartass tone with everything he says, that talks down to everyone and makes them feel stupid. I am not used to that but I remind myself that I only have about 10 days left to work. I can hold in there til then......I hope. Either that or I'll get fired telling him off. Which, to me, in this case, would be way worth it!
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