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Brian
Posted:May 22, 2008 1:39 pm
Last Updated:May 1, 2024 7:42 am
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Check the blog all you want, I am done censoring myself for you and anyone else.

You know you have had more than one chance to make this right, and you can't pull it out, so please stop trying to make me feel like it's ME that is the problem...it's both of us. We aren't meant to be together, let's be friends...deal?
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Water, water everywhere and not a drop to drink
Posted:May 9, 2008 1:34 pm
Last Updated:May 22, 2008 1:39 pm
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It seems that I have a lot of people right now who want my attention, but none to give it back to me.

The one I get the most from is fantastic, but I am nervous about fucking up his situation at home. Do I just go for it...consequences be damned???
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Good girl gone bad...no return?
Posted:Apr 29, 2008 3:11 pm
Last Updated:May 13, 2008 2:09 pm
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There is a line in a song that says "Easy for a good girl to go bad, and once we're gone, gone, there's belief, we've gone forever".

I'm not certain I was ever a good girl at the core of it all, but I was living my life as a good girl. Hurt after hurt, disappointment abounding, and I just broke.

There is no doubt I am a bad girl now...and I have very little guilt over it, but every so often I pause for thought and wonder if I am "gone forever". If I am...was I really good at some point, or just denying my true "bad girl" self?
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Is this as good as it gets?
Posted:Apr 24, 2008 8:34 pm
Last Updated:May 9, 2008 1:06 pm
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Do you ever have those kinds of thoughts? I have moments in time where I wake in the night and think...is this really all there is?

The same job, the same money issues, the same problems...when does one get to step out of it all and just "have a moment"?

I was just talking to my lover about this yesterday...one of my best ever moments was when he and I got back together and the intimate, feel good sex that came with it.

Thanks baby.
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Men and women...as different as our body parts?
Posted:Apr 23, 2008 5:34 pm
Last Updated:Apr 29, 2008 3:12 pm
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I am a married woman that has been on the hunt for an outside "affair" for some time now. I am not looking for a one night stand, not looking to break up any marriages, and not looking for a replacement husband, but I am looking for something...well...intimate.

I found something I thought was very close. We seemed to be on the right track, but he got derailed and it ended up being a fuck buddy situation, which is specifically what I told him from the beginning I did not want. Standing true to myself, I called it off.

I am back on the search, but my heart is not in it. It seems that all men are looking for is a cum dumpster, and while I believe myself to have an open mind and am not opposed to that occasionally, I have the belief in my head that there MUST be a man out there that wants more....not a soulmate, per se, but someone to spend time and effort on, someone to get close to....that is a man I would fuck like there is no tomorrow!

I would blame it on genetics, but before men become men....the probability for romance and butterflies is much, much higher. Guys (anyone!) please tell me....

What happens to romance after the golden years?
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What is more important to you....
Posted:Mar 27, 2008 4:29 pm
Last Updated:Apr 29, 2008 3:13 pm
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Getting off, or getting your partner off?

Personally, I love getting my partner off...it's much more gratifying to me. Add to that the fact that a lot of men don't make the time to get me aroused before fucking commences and it's actually better that I don't care if I get off or not!
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What really makes you HOT???
Posted:Mar 20, 2008 7:10 pm
Last Updated:May 12, 2008 3:24 pm
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I know that men and women find very different things arousing and I'm wondering if any of you might share what it is that really drives you wild??

For me....a kiss on the palm. Don't ask me why, but when my last lover did it, it sent me OVER the edge. I couldn't get his pants off fast enough!!!
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When did life get so boring?
Posted:Mar 18, 2008 8:06 pm
Last Updated:Mar 19, 2008 9:57 am
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And what did you do about it?

I have found that life right now has so much drama and anxiety that there is little to no room for fun. When the hell did that happen?

Please...tell me how you changed your life........
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POOOOOORRRRNNNN
Posted:Nov 27, 2007 12:55 pm
Last Updated:Mar 20, 2008 7:11 pm
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I am running my business into the ground with my non-stop, incessant porn addiction and my total and utter time devotion to it.

I don't just watch porn, I look for the nastiest, craziest, creepiest crap on the web.

Don't...want...to...look....but...can't...tear...my...eyes...away....
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