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maturity is hard at times  

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3/30/2019 5:33 pm
maturity is hard at times

the sweat dripped off my brow, i watched as it slowly the floor my feet. my stomach was aching, sore and twisting. this fight has been happening for so long and here it comes. the battle is followed by the war now. as my hands shake and i clench my last bit of strength . i am more focused now then i have ever been. there has been a<b> switch </font></b>set off in my mind. the receptors came together to make a circuit. now the flow of energy is circling in a constant pattern. the whole picture starts coming together. the engine is now in tune and ready for the test run. i watch the next bead of sweat fall, and then another. it has been so long since i fought. i have tried for years to avoid this. it wasn't long ago fighting is all i cared about. next town next man, tomorrow brings another fight, go put the gloves on and knock him the fuck out. i am not the same as i was then. i am not as good as i once was you could say. now this though has my full attention. i get into the defensive stance as the enemy comes. hands up and ready. as he got closer i saw the change in his demeanor. this man did not want to fight anymore, fear was in his eyes.. i am so ready though, i need to get this out. somewhere in this moment i saw it all. i saw the outcome, same outcome as before. i see the the devastation that follows. i can beat the shit out of this guy. then all the people here now belittle him. his ignorance should be punished, but not this way. his fear isnt of losing, it is of the people around. confidence is one of the greatest powers a man can have. as i into his eyes, my fist lowers. people are telling us to do it. just cause they want a fucking video on worldstar. i take a deep breath i stare him straight into his eyes as he looks down. "we don't have to do it like this, but you need to learn how to fucking treat people."i sternly uttered . "you wont learn though by the ass whopping i am ready to give, instead your gonna go with to the bar" that day marked a chapter for that i am so happy for. one problem i have noticed lately is belittling. intelligence and knowledge shouldn't be used to belittle. instead we need to teach, mentor and show people the right way. i could of beat that 21 year old punks ass, but instead i talked with him. told him where he was wrong, told him what he should be doing and gave him an ear to let his confusions to. maybe if this happened for others it wouldn't take them so long to figure it .

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